Posted by:
poem
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Date: April 23, 2014 11:41PM
I know it is a stupid hang up from the cult programming, but how do i overcome the feeling that anytime something bad/undesired happens it is because I have been cursed for leaving TSCC? I know that if the exact same things happened while I was a worthy righteous member, I would have called them adversity/opposition/fallen world/tests/trials. How do i overcome this double bind no win cult brain washing?