Posted by:
Stuckinutah
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Date: May 01, 2014 06:46PM
I've been living in Utah since I was nine years old. I moved here with my parents from Germany and wasn't really raised around religion What so ever.
Everything was fine through elementary school and middle school up until high school five years ago.
I started going to a charter school in good old northern Utah due to my mother and fathers decision of wanting to take me put of Public school, after I scored incredibly high on end of year testing.
Everything was fine and I was really popular amongst everyone for the first month or so when until people started catching on that I didn't go to seminary. I started to get pestered about religion and learning about Joseph Smiths prophecy. At one point I had to leave school for a week due to falling incredibly ill and came back to find someone had gotten into my locker and left a German book of Mormon and an English one in it.
Once I showed no real interest in wanting to convert I got belitted, bullied and consistently discluded from all aspects of school life.
During my junior year I began to struggle with my sexuality and confided in a TBM whom I thought was a friend. He ended up telling everyone and then i stated to get harassed on the Internet. A girl made a fake Facebook account and led me on for nearly a month before revealing who she was and telling me to go kill myself for being a slur that starts with f and not a daughter of God. The school administration did NOTHING as the principal was a TBM and the girls father is high up in the church and donated a ton of money to the school. I ended up talking to the police after I got physically assaulted by her and another group of girls and that's how things got solved.
Senior year I got into a relationship with a very popular well liked LDS boy. We got intimate and everyone somehow found out (surprise) after he told a friend he trusted. We were both scorned and he eventually left the church but not after humiliating me in front of everyone during senior prom when he called me a name after attending prom with a cookie cutter TBM girl. He's since apologized.
My question is why? I showered this people with kindness and had never experienced anything like it. Three of my best friends are TBM from other states (not Utah) and they're nothing like this.
I'm turning twenty in June and those memories still haunt me