Posted by:
Fakempire
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Date: August 17, 2014 03:58PM
in social situations, like weddings or on vacations? If so, is it uncomfortable and awkward because it makes them upset? If they're okay with it now but weren't at first, how long did it take to get to that point?
A bit of backstory:
We stopped going to church 7 years ago, and waited about a year after we quit attending before we drank alcohol. Then it was still about 6 months after that before we began to keep some in our home. But whenever the TBM parents came over, we'd take it from its regular place in the fridge or cupboard and hide it downstairs so they wouldn't see it. After a couple years of this, I got tired of hiding it because after all, it is OUR home and we should be able to do what we want in it, right?!!
So we stopped hiding it, and yet they never said anything about it. Granted, they'd have to go looking to find it, but not very hard. I'm sure they've at least seen beer in the fridge. We've never actually talked to them about the subject of alcohol, and we've never drank openly in front of them. We've sensed they have "don't ask, don't tell" policy because I think it's just too painful for them to think about us drinking. Ignorance is bliss, right?! Funny enough though, none of their kids are active in the church and all of us drink socially. However, only one of us (the one who's been out the longest, and who was also ex'd btw) has ever been comfortable enough to drink openly in front of them.
The reason I'm inquiring of your opinions, however, is because we have a vacation coming up that we're all going on. It'd be nice to be able to have a glass of wine with dinner or a cocktail by the pool and not have to worry about their reactions. I find it ridiculous that we have to play this silly game with them, and as the years go by, I have less and less patience for it. If we're on vacation, or at some social function, I don't think it's unreasonable for us to be able to have a drink (I must add that we'd never, in a million years, drink at anything at their house).
But unfortunately for us, they're not reasonable people when it comes to this subject. Yet, I'm starting to realize we're actually enabling them to continue to be unreasonable about it. We've been fearful of their reactions and haven't wanted to upset them, so we've pretended just as much as they have. Well you know what? I'm getting tired of it. If it's going to upset them, and it will, that's not our problem but theirs. I'm getting to the point where I'll sacrifice some warm, fuzzy feelings from them if it means we can be who we are in front of them and not feel like we have to hide things they find "hard". I feel like they need to see more of a "this is the real world folks, deal with it" kind of attitude from us.
So we've been considering approaching them before the vacation, and finally just talking to them about it. We want to bring it out in the open, tell them we drink occasionally and that we'd like to have a few drinks on vacation. We want to ask them to please accept it as much as they can, and let us be who we are without it negatively affecting our relationship. Of course, we'll be soft, gentle, and loving in talking to them about it, but I really do think it may be time for the kid gloves we've been using with them about this for so long to finally come off.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 08/17/2014 06:32PM by fakempire.