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SusieQ#1
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Date: January 23, 2015 01:51PM
I'm one that promotes an Attitude of Gratitude. I'm a positive, upbeat person as that is my natural personality. Yes, even in the middle of the storm I manage to get back my equilibrium, quickly. And it can get stormy when one spouse makes a major change in what was a mutual agreement that is often the core element of the marriage. People do not adjust well to a major change in our thinking, relationship, religious views.
I've written extensively about how we made our long (over 50 plus years) marriage withstand all of the changes when I stopped believing in the LDS Church and eventually resigned my membership along with his support.
Some early trial and error that was disastrous showed me that the way to hold my marriage together was to respect and honor his right to his beliefs just as I wanted my rights respected. It's just Universal Truths: The Golden Rule. Treat others the way you want to be treated. He asked what I needed from him and I said: "Live the 11th Article of Faith" We claim the privilege of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where, or what they may. And he did.
He passed away two years ago. The second anniversary of his funeral services was Wednesday.
We did it because I didn't challenge his faith. The first time I tried it was so disastrous, I knew I couldn't do that again and respect him as my spouse.
So, we "Agreed to disagree" and if I got a little testy, he'd remind me! It worked because we kept our agreement.
We were over 35 years into our marriage and retired when I changed my mind about my belief system and World View. He knew I was a convert and knew many of my family members. He also knew I was from a long line of Christian ministers. He knew that joining the LDS Church and becoming immersed as a young bride just married in the temple was a huge adjustment and full of questions and surprises.
I found this site and others to discuss my situation. That helped. Some of our children had all ready left the LDS Church before I did. My husband was understanding and did not criticize them or try to dissuade them as he knew, as I did, that nobody can be forced to believe anything and they all have the same rights to their beliefs as we do. And can change their mind.
I had to set some priorities and I put my family first, my relationship/partnership/marriage/children/grand children was so important I was not going to allow a difference of opinion about religious views to destroy anything. I had invested most of my life in my family. I was going to preserve it. And I did. The ups and downs settled out. Every one, eventually care around to accept that we could make different decisions. Some were more difficult about it than others, temporarily.
I don't have a reason or need to be angry about much of anything. It's counter productive-self sabotage when not dealt with in a short period of time. Plus, my frustration and annoyance is always with human behavior that is unfair, and unreasonable, outrageous, etc. (Ran into that in the LDS Church and at some of my employment!) I have concluded that people are pretty much the same, exercising human nature, just the faces change.
One of my posts here on how I made my long marriage work
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