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Investigating atheism
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Date: October 06, 2018 04:29PM
I don’t remember any sensation other than essentially an absence of feeling when praying to know if the BoM was true or whether JS was a true prophet of god. The only time I remember experiencing what I would describe as “feeling the spirit” about a matter related to church doctrine was during a discussion on my mission. My companion was teaching about the vicarious work for the dead, and I experienced a profound sensation that what he was saying was true.
I wondered why I never felt that way about the BoM or about JS’s purported prophethood. Why did god not confirm to me the truthfulness of the BoM and JS’s status as god’s anointed mouthpiece? The only conclusion I could ultimately draw was that my experience was not evidence of the truthfulness of vicarious work for the dead. Instead, the concept of vicarious work for the dead simply connected with my intense sense of fairness and my derivative belief, at the time, that a loving god would provide opportunity for all of his children to take steps necessary to have eternal happiness. I probably had no strong internalized core value or ideation that a need for the BoM or for a prophet could connect with.
My hypothesis is that “feeling the spirit” is simply a product of our mind that manifests when we consider something that is reflective of a deeply held subjective sense of what is important.