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godtoldmetorun
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Date: April 24, 2015 08:49AM
My family is very, very Catholic. And more abusive than they are Catholic.
The godfather of my littlest brother was a university professor who was notorious for standing outside the Student Union with pictures of aborted fetuses.
The university's chapter of NOW organized a protest against that man, but even though I disagreed with what he did, I wouldn't join the protest because of the family connection.
He would stand on corners all over town, with his graphic pictures.
Although my mother never stood out there herself, she allowed him to put my brother, then a very beautiful baby, on display.
"This is what you're killing!" He would scream, holding up the beautiful child that was my baby brother, to the cars passing by the local abortion clinic. Not understanding what's going on, my brother would squeal, and smile his toothless baby smile...a kind of cuteness that only babies and elderly people with no dentures could get away with.
That beautiful baby boy is in jail now, and he's facing several counts of grand theft auto, debit card fraud, and grand larceny in four different states.
He was born to a cruel, selfish, narcissistic woman who destroyed 4 lives by giving us life in the first place. She loved us until we were babies. But when we started to need her less, she'd pop out another one.
My other two siblings have drug addictions, minor run-ins with the law, an inability to stay in a living arrangement for very long, and self-induced problems at work.
As for me...well, I joined a cult, so that tells you something about my psychological well-being.
Those graphic pictures still haunt me.
But if there's any reason in this world that I'm going to hell, it's for thinking that all four of us would have been better off as one of the fetuses in the pictures.