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Date: April 27, 2015 03:04PM
Please help! The men here have given really good relationship advice to people trying to work through post Mormon relationship issues. This isn't a post Mormon issue - we left Mormonism together a few years ago - but I could really use some sound advice regarding my husband. My husband is, in my opinion, a perfect man! We have a very adventurous lifestyle with a lot of travel and awesome experiences. We have always enjoyed each other's company. Life with him has been wonderful in every possible way!
In the last year, a particular aspect of his work has become extremely difficult and has now evolved into lawsuits, a process that will last for another year or two. This has taken a severe toll on his typically positive disposition. He has become somewhat withdrawn, but more so, he has been very preoccupied. In order to distract his mind from the stress of his work he floods every moment of his spare time with media input: reading, podcasts, movies, music, whatever he can do to keep his mind off work issues. The side effect of all this is that he has stopped talking to me.
The situation has become extreme. He will often go days without speaking more than a few sentences to me. When I ask a question or make a comment, he often doesn't respond. I think it doesn't even register to him that I said something. On one particular day, out of the blue, he turned to me and said, "I know I'm boring."
I've told him that I understand the stress he is going through, and his need to escape it, however, I needed him to please not shut me out. I was feeling very isolated and lonely. He said he would try, but he has not been able to do it.
This past Saturday, we went out to catch a show of an up and coming band. It was an awesome performance, everyone was upbeat and dancing and having a great time. He seemed to be enjoying it, except that there was this chasm of silence between us. When we got home, I thought we would carry the festivities of the evening into the bedroom. As we started to cuddle, he asked some simple question, I gave a quick answer and asked a question back, but he had fallen asleep. I rolled over and cried myself to sleep.
Now here's what happened. Sunday morning was one of those comfy, lazy, sleep in mornings. My husband soon reached over and started nuzzling to wake me up. We were naked cuddling and he was nuzzling to warm me up, but just as he started to ramp it up, I stopped him cold. Now, I can hear you all saying, "Oh, sure, just like a woman!" But what happened turned out to be pretty amazing.
I told my husband, while he laid there naked and vulnerable, that, from now on, if he wanted some loving he had to talk to my for an hour before I would give him any. He could talk about anything in the world he would like to talk about except logistical stuff, like did I pay the house bills. He kind of laughed, and then started talking. For over an hour we laid there naked, talking, laughing and cuddling. The love making that followed was so emotionally intense and connected! Later we went for a long motorcycle ride. It was a perfect day.
This is my concern, even though things turned out well this time, I worry that by repeating this he will view this as a mind game to withhold sex from him. I don't want to do that at all. I really can not continue another year or two with the isolation and loneliness. Does anyone have good advice for me?