Posted by:
paintingintheWIN
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Date: May 08, 2015 01:30AM
Tremendous judgement & open contempt
May make it a hostile emotional environment
Which proves toxic/ alas
I recall being beyond nonplused horrified, when my jack mo mom & non mo dad ran an illegal auction for stolen farm chemicals in the drive way. a semi truck twin trailer that was full of them; when I was Tom.
I recall my dad being called to leave in the middle of the night and transport large sums of cash to His boss while armed.
I recall my moms wine in her coffee cup.
I think, recalling the conversations at lunch between men about who would do him, at my grandmothers as she sighed oh how terrible again and again wringing her rosary beads,
That's what housing in jobs in the forest service are for, people like me who appear to be incompatible or uncomfortable with of not the mores, then can't romanticize a culture or lifestyle
But are repulsed or highly anxious within it.
Sometimes people need to go away freely, it's such a horrible place to be ; idn mb they used my T b m brother and me as their adopted conscience, token to God, or, had ransomed us for a place in the company which was in LDS family ownership just in case
They fell into hard times. sometimes It appears to be a calculated thing like a business transaction doesn't bother anyone involved, why should it bother you! In which case the wiser thing would be, to simply go away physically, not stay in anxiety etc.
Why all the argument? You'd think they did it on purpose they were so annoying, repulsive to one another, their life styles just clashed, they couldn't stand to be near one another's friends anymore /particularly after the first sibling committed a murder and began his life of crime.
Who would be the favorite? WHO would be the favorite
Enjoy the fruit if the land, ranch hands, workers, air conditioning, rental houses--- the one most like his dad.
The rest needed to go. How can you flip that script without scrambling it like eggs in a hot frying pan? It's a special California Scrable, uh, scramble, that is, on primagenitor.