Posted by:
Zelpha
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Date: September 21, 2015 10:27PM
I joined at age 18. The church taught me a lot of good things like patience, gratitude, wearing dresses, sitting still & being a good girl, etc
But...
Years passed and I realized TSCC had stunted me and brainwashed me in all the ways we so often discuss on this forum.
But I was at a rough point in my life when TSCC literally rescued me, so I sometimes wonder how or even if I would have gotten out of the pit I was in at the time without TSCC.
I joimed the Army, eventually got married and had kids, TSCC guiding my major decisions and I thought it was an excellent blueprint that I was grateful to have because I would have felt lost without any guidance or advice. (I was a good person, never into drugs or alcohol or any mischief, but my family fell apart in my tweens after divorced parents, mother severe illness, father cocaine. So I died a bit inside and before even emerging to adulthood I was already bedraggled by the woes of living. So discovering TSCC at that time was extremely refreshing.)
Without TSCC I might have ended up depressed, aimless, and homeless. Doubtful I would have had children unless by some unfortunate event, because I honestly have never had the desire to have children. TSCC made me think that was a good idea. Doubtful I would have gotten married because it homestly didn't appeal to me either. Deep down I've always wanted to be a prostitute, I'm not joking. But TSCC implanted holier, worthy goals in my head, so I've never come close to the gutter of a life that I fear I might have lived otherwise.