Posted by:
vasalissasdoll
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Date: July 05, 2011 12:14PM
I follow the Norse/Germanic pantheon...to me, personally, it is more similar to a form of ancestor worship (oldest ancestors becoming archetypes). I don't believe they are all-powerful, or some sort of "greatest good", and think that if there was such a being, it is either uninvolved in our day-to-day lives, or so different from us that we would be unable to really comprehend it. Whether the gods that I follow exist, are archetypes, myself accessing my own intuition, or just my imagination, I honestly can't say, but I know that even if my only motivation is my own peace of mind and the joy that it brings me, that's enough for me.
The way I pray now is still changing, but I find that there are three different practices that fall under the heading of prayer for me.
Devotion: these prayers usually start with hailing the deity in question, and are simply to state my enjoyment of interacting with them, expressing joy in who they are, and thanking them if they seem to have helped me in the past. This sort of prayer also often involves an offering of alcohol, food, etc...something that deity seems to "like", and is fitting for their personality. The end result being a feeling a peace, joy, and feeling grounded and capable.
Meditation: clearing my mind, using the deity, characteristics of theirs that I value or need more of in my life as focal points. The goal is to feel at peace if I'm scared, worried, or angry, or to prepare myself for a challenge.
Help: For me, a request requires more thought then the above. I put a lot of thought into it before hand: what exactly I'm asking for help with, what I am going to do to try to get myself there, and what I'm offering the deity in return (something that they would value) in exchange for help and guidance if they so choose. I open of this sort of interaction with a food and drink offering, express thanks for help they might have given me before, explain my problem, tell them what I'm doing about it, and then ask for help with that, offering to do something specific that they would appreciate in exchange, small or large.
This style of prayer wouldn't work well for everyone, but the dynamic is good for me. It feels much more like the interaction between one adult, and an older, wiser adult, then the parent/infant dynamic I grew up with. I feel respected and valued in my own right, while feeling like I get guidance if I want it. Unless I actively seek them out, though, my business is my own.