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pianoforte
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Date: November 29, 2015 08:38PM
Haha, I'm here from a long lurking.
And for what better reason than to talk about myself?
Ahem, anyway.
It's been about a or two since I decided I didn't believe in this cult, and an even shorter time since rearranging my core beliefs. I'm a 15 year old boy. I'm most definitely gay, no doubt, but I don't have any actual individual interests right now.
So, to get the point, I've had an idea for coming out as an apostate, for being gay really had nothing to do with my apostasy. However, it's a really vague and probably bad plan, filled with holes despite the long hours come days I think about it. So, perhaps ye exmos of experienced wisdom may save me from my own foolishness.
The plan was that, after graduating, I would, obviously be called for a mission. At this point, I could ask my parents to allow me to go to college first. Whether or not they allow it, I would soon confront them. Now, before telling them anything, I would have them read those Essays, one of the main reasons (but not the only) I have relinquished my faith. How they react is entirely variable, thus is the plan afterwards, but nonetheless, it was the idea.
Of course, until then is early morning seminary (4AM). But as a trade, I am guaranteed food, shelter, and love, which is why I want to wait.
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 11/29/2015 08:45PM by pianoforte.