Posted by:
Book of Mordor
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Date: December 07, 2015 03:17PM
"My bishop cornered me today… and asked if I had a quick minute. I said sure… he marches me back to his office with his hand on my shoulder… He sat me down"
My amateur assessment, which is worth exactly what it costs:
You feel violated because you allowed the bishop to assert dominance over you. He was able to act as alpha, with you as clear beta, in full public view. I'll venture that you feel you surrendered your power to him, and you're angry not only at him for doing it, but also at yourself for submitting so completely.
Obviously you can't let it happen again. First, never agree to a meeting of any kind, even a quick one. Agreement shows him that he indeed holds some kind of authority over you. It feeds his ego and makes him more confident and assertive to take the next step. And you don't want that. You want to keep him off balance from the start.
Second, don't go into his office. It's his turf, his lair, the bishop-cave where he feels most comfortable and powerful. He has you where he wants you. Now, if it's your intent to turn the tables, to commandeer his space while you're there, that's something else entirely. In that instance, you need to have a lot of self-confidence, and to have prepared in your own mind how it's going to play out. It doesn't sound like you're quite there yet.
Third, NEVER(!!!) let him touch you again. No physical contact, ever. For any reason. Marching you back to his office with his hand on your shoulder (an act of total control) must have been humiliating, especially if others witnessed it. If he places his hand on you again, knock his arm away, hard. If he tries again, knock it away, harder. If push comes to shove, then shove. Tell him flat out never to lay a hand on you again; if he does, you'll consider it as an assault (legally, it just might be) and you can and will defend yourself.
You can do this. Practice it mentally until it becomes an automatic response. If the situation arises again, the look on the bishop's face will be worth all the effort you put into it.