Posted by:
Anon4this
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Date: February 10, 2016 01:34AM
So I am going to let you in on an embarrassing secret that I have only told few people in my life. Death has always scared the crap out of me. You could say I have very serious Death Phobia. I can't attend funerals and even watching movies with funerals or caskets etc scare the crap out of me. Movie/television show autopsies are just too much. I even have a hard time touching objects that have belonged to deceased relatives. I don't like to interact with people who are dying or near death either. I realize that this is strange, bizarre and abnormal. I should also mention that I have OCD and am seeing a therapist without much luck. I have noticed that since discovering Mormonism is a sham and religions are just made up to help people cope with the unknown I am now an atheist. This hasn't given me any more comfort in regards to my fears of death. Finding out Mormonism is a fraud is one thing but coming to terms that there is more than likely not an afterlife has been the hardest thing for me to deal with.