Posted by:
cupcake
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Date: February 16, 2016 12:41AM
You choose to stay, even though you know it's not healthy, and all the articles say to leave.
A healthy conversation involves validating the other's point of view, but a narcissist can only pretend to have (mimic) empathy, and, how would you go about validating a delusion that you, or some other innocent person, is to blame?
It's a can't-win situation, and that's why common advice is to leave. I get the feeling that you are financially trapped, because you even suggested that he might become dangerous, yet you stay.
There is no way to out-manipulate delusional thinking. It's a bottomless pit of make-believe. At its root is a deep insecurity that you can't fix. You know this; you've lived it for many years. You compliment, you puff him up, but in the end, to him, "believing in him" just makes you appear to be dense, because he truly believes he is worthless. Still, he needs to hear your compliments and support often, it's like manna to him, he so needs your "stupidity."
My strongest suggestion to you is to find professional help for yourself, to gird up your own self-worth following what must be years of demeaning treatment. You are correct that challenging the delusions of a narcissist can pose danger, so you'll need a good "game face" and just tell him you need help with depression. He'll probably belittle you for that, but it beats challenging him with the truth, and maybe getting hurt.
So stay. Let him be him. You just do your best to find a place where you don't feel like you have to walk on eggshells. For right now, let that place be a counselor's office.