Posted by:
gemini
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Date: March 25, 2016 08:58PM
I have been on a roller coaster the last few days.
I got a new granddaughter yesterday which was great.
I have grandkids ranging in age from 22 down to infant.
A grandson got his mission call today. It is to a poor and dangerous country. Everyone is posting their excitement about it and all I feel is sad. Sad that he withdrew from college weeks before the semester was over to wait for this call. Sad that it will be 4 years till he sees his older brother who is not going to be home till after he is gone. Worried about his safety. Not in agreement with the whole missionary thing at.all.
I don't even want to respond to the FB post about it. I can't lie and if I say what I really feel, all he@@ would break loose.
Today, I really miss my ex husband (also exmo) who died in 2014 and was someone I could commiserate with about the family.
I.Hate.this.cult.