Posted by:
Exmo Aspie
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Date: June 01, 2016 11:08PM
Alright this one is a fuckin' doozy. Honestly it is kinda personal to me and I and the rest of my family, except my younger brother, feel betrayed.
Tonight I found out my TBM father, the most TBM self righteous one in my family, cheated on my mother. I am infuriated beyond belief. My father has always been the one to scream at me about my beliefs, my mother dislikes it, but she is ok with it so long as I keep to myself. He is the one who always tells me that I am rationalizing myself to hell, and doing bad things. Then this motherfucker turns around and gets friendly with another woman behind my mother's back, MULTIPLE times. Hypocritical son of a bitch!
My Mom and I have always been close, yes we have had our disagreements, but She has always been aware of my emotional needs, my father is pretty emotionally neglectful of his kids. So I have had a deeper relationship with her.
I've always looked up to my Dad, striving so hard to make him proud, and show him that I'm good and worthy of being his son. But now that I found out that he cheated on his wife like 3-4 times, I don't give a shred of a fuck anymore. I never saw it coming. He was always the voice crying repentance and holiness to the Lord, and calling me pout for my "evils".
I'm fucking hurt, I don't know why I should be, he's hurt me before. I'm just pissed beyond fucking belief.
There's more stuff that I must eliminate from my blood line other than the mormon church. My great-great grandfather was a mean alcoholic. His son was the same. His son was never around for his kids. And his son was a lecherous snakes. I am breaking the fucking chain. No more. This shit is done in my family name. No more.