Posted by:
AfraidOfMormons
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Date: August 03, 2016 04:11PM
Too much trouble. I agree with Brother Of Jerry.
Instead of hiding, lying, and bending over backwards for your Mormon family--do something good for yourself. Really take charge of your own life! That's how you break away from Mormonism.
You can be peaceful, loving, and non-confrontational, yet be assertive at the same time, if you set some personal boundaries. I had to quit all my church callings, temporarily, when I became ill. The ward was nasty about it. I couldn't help being sick. I even showed the leaders a letter from my doctor, explaining the situation, and why I needed to rest and stay away from crowds, etc. I also had to take a leave of absence from my job--and they were very kind and understanding--they kept my office open for me, waiting for my return--they even gave me a going-away party! Not so with my volunteer church callings. The bishop even threatened that if I quit my callings, that I would get even sicker!
What I'm telling you, is that there is no gracious, civilized, reasonable way to leave a hoax cult!
My children left with me, too. When they went away to college, the ward kept pounding on my door, and accosting me in my driveway, and harassing me for my kids' addresses and information. The only way I could put a stop to that was to formally resign.
Still, looking back, I'm glad that I tried to be nice, anyway. I don't feel guilty that the Mormons are shunning me. I refused to compromise my integrity by being sneaky and telling lies.
Don't ruin your reputation. Don't lie that you are in rehab or living in New York, or that you've joined another church, or that you are gay, or that you are dying of an illness. Your family will know you are lying.
You have a right to leave a religion!
You don't owe anyone an explanation.
The Mormons have no power over you.
Whether you go to church or not, is between you and God. You can make your own boundaries there. If you don't want Mormon relatives to know, then go to church once every two months, and bring along your i-phone, or a book hidden in a scripture cover. What counts, is where your heart is. I used to read the Bible during meetings, because I believed in the Bible.
Your boundaries are your own, whether you tell others about them, or not. I had a boundary of not answering the door after 9;30 at night. I lived alone, and felt very uncomfortable when groups of Mormon men would pound on my door. This eliminated 80% of Mormon visits, because they always happened at night, unannounced. Now, I don't open my door to anyone I don't know, and I have a "No Solicitors" sign on my door.
Conversational boundaries are important, too. Plan ahead what your answer will be for questions. Here are some of mine.
"We haven't seen you in church for a while."
---Right. I haven't been there.
"It's your turn to clean the ward house."
---I'm not going to do that
"Why not?"
---No, I won't do that. Just repeat "no"
"Why weren't you at the temple wedding?"
---My recommend expired.
Never explain--it just opens up the conversation for debate.
No Mormon has ever asked me why I left. They probably won't ask you, either. They are afraid to. They will preach at you, bear their testimony, threaten you, harass you--but they will never listen to you.
You can tell your family about your travels (sounds exciting!) and your life, and you can argue about politics, and you can ask to see pictures of their children, etc. With religion, you can be silent and strong.
Congratulations on getting free of the cult. It takes courage!