Posted by:
scaredhusband
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Date: August 24, 2016 04:10PM
There is one thing that I always notice about myself is how crippled I am with having grown up in mormonism. I realize how much I need to still grow. How much better a person could I have been without the church? "Imagine"
You can shine your shoes and wear a suit
You can comb your hair and look quite cute
You can hide your face behind a smile
One thing you can't hide
Is when you're crippled inside
You can wear a mask and paint your face
You can call yourself the human race
You can wear a collar and a tie
One thing you can't hide
Is when you're crippled inside
Well now you know that your
Cat has nine lives
Nine lives to itself
But you only got one
And a dog's life ain't fun(sorry elderolddog, if John says it it must be true)
Momma take a look outside
You can go to church and sing a hymn
You can judge me by the color of my skin
You can live a lie until you die
One thing you can't hide
Is when you're crippled inside
I am so angry at the people who continue to perpetuate this lie, especially when they know better. It is criminal!
I am angry that my wife now resents the situation that hypocrites and liars have manufactured. She no longer trusts me. Everything is ask; the bishop, my dad, your dad. Talk to someone else because the conclusion that you came to isn't right. Because of this manufactured and perpetuated con I am seen as deceived and evil, even though I am not the one doing anything wrong. I am mad that my family is afraid of me. I am hurting. I feel so alone.
I continue to wait for the day when someone else in my family says to me, "Gimmie Some Truth".
/rant