Posted by:
edzachery
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Date: September 21, 2016 11:52AM
Lori C Wrote:
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> What shunning really is...
>
> This is Mormonism's version of "stoning". It is
> very real, very painful and is intended to kill
> you. When Mormon's cut you off, they are
> saying...
> "I do not care if you eat, for I will not feed
> you.
> I do not care if you have shelter for I will not
> shelter you.
> I do not care if you are employed or have clothes
> on your back for I will not provide these things.
> I will treat you as if you are dead, because as of
> this moment...you are...it is only you who has not
> accepted that yet".
Beautifully said, Lori C. Without intent to hijack the thread, may I please extrapolate what you have stated so eloquently to a perhaps more subtle, but no less destructive, form of the same phenomenon: shunning the now-less-active or now-exmo family member (spouse, child, parent, etc...). Even when that family member is living under the same roof.
Let me assure everyone reading this thread: The shunning of family members under the same roof is REAL!! It's happening to me, and it is tearing my soul apart. I find myself looking for reasons to not be home...to "avoid the avoidance" (to use a technique familiar to the morgbots, i.e. "Doubt your doubts", etc.).
I can't sleep. I can't concentrate or focus. I'm the 200-lb slug of meat in the room which is to be ignored and vilified by every member of the family: spouse, adult children (I only have one child who is not "adult" and that one is almost 18 yrs old).
WTF, people? Nobody under my roof has a effing thing to say to me (good or bad) until...wait for it...
1. "I need some tires for my car..." (from 22-year old offspring).
2. "We can't pay rent this month (which was ridiculously cheap to begin with)..." Yes, you read that correctly. One of my adult children, 24 yrs old, is living under my roof with their spouse and two very young children. This one works full-time remotely from a bedroom in my house that was re-purposed for allowing them to work from there. So, instead of paying some token amount for rent each month, they decide that they'd rather go out and blow money going to movies, concerts, restaurants, etc. But anytime I'm going to the grocery store, there's a nice, long list of things they need.
3. "I need to take the car and go visit a friend in another state, so can you change the oil, check the tires, etc. before I go?"
4. "I need $50 to pay this medical bill deductible, can you do it for me?"'
5. "When you go to the store, can you pick up a 24-pack of Diet Coke?" (which will be completely gone by day-after-tomorrow)
And did I mention that I'm working 2 jobs to support the family, including paying off a credit card bill that the spouse ran up to almost $20,000?
Listen. I'm a highly-educated (doctoral level) professional with a great primary job and a part-time teaching job at a local college to try to help make ends meet. How can anybody...your spouse and your own children, treat their husband & father this way?
I give up. I can't effing take it anymore. I feel like it's all gonna snap and I, apparently, can't do a damn thing to stop it. I can't take the isolation anymore. tired of it all