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Date: February 19, 2017 05:33PM
It's been forever since I posted here. I don't have a support system anymore. Well I have friends who live out of state. My wife left me on my birthday, I'm on medical leave from work due to losing 1/3 of my kidney. I'm effectively homeless but someone I barely know is letting me stay for a bit.
I've lost 40 pounds in a few weeks.
I honestly don't know if I have the strength to go through this again.
Some days I fight with everything I have while other days I'm just tired of fighting and struggling. I've experienced too much loss too close together.
Had nowhere to vent so I came here.