Posted by:
Breeze
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Date: April 08, 2017 01:33AM
My second husband called me names, and kept saying "You're crazy." When I asked him to go to counseling with me, he said, "Why should I? I'm happy the way things are. YOU are the one with the problems."
Blaming the victim is classic Narcissim, and my second husband was a textbook sociopath.
Whatever the argument (about his staying out until 3:00 am, his hanging out in bars, my getting tired of the in-laws blaming ME for my husband leaving the cult, when it was his idea) and my knowing that he did not love me and our children), I was the bad guy.
I wonder if your husband is pulling those same Narcissistic tricks on you. WHY do you feel so guilty? It seems like your husband should be the one to feel guilty, by constantly bullying you for years and years!
>>>>All the times of 'you ruin church for me', 'you try to pull me out of the church; I've seen it a hundred times with other couples', 'f-ing b-', 'our kids will never know what's right without the church', 'you mock my beliefs every day', 'you always ruin things with my family', 'you ruin every special moment I ever have', etc.<<<<<
>>>>It's like I'd ultimately had it with being blamed FOR EVERYTHING and I went off. My husband told me he hates me, never wants to see me again, wishes he never married me.<<<<<
My second husband abandoned me and our children, to live with one of his women. Throughout our entire marriage, he had been cheating on me. His Bishop brother had multiple affairs, too. When my SIL and I were both pregnant, the brothers had us sign some papers, similar to a pre-nup. The bishop brother covered for my husband, and lied that they were playing golf together, or at a late business meeting the turned into a poker game with the guys. Bishop/brother also instructed my husband that:
"The best defense is an offense!"
Is your husband doing this to you? Some men want the wife to initiate the divorce, and try to drive her to it. These men are cowards, plus they want to look good. These men are READY for a divorce, meaning, they have all the bank accounts drained and their assets hidden. My husband sold some of his property to his brother, so he wouldn't own them anymore, and he had hidden accounts. He knew that eventually I would find out about the affairs, so he was prepared. Men usually already have a "soft place to land" meaning, a lover to help the coward through the divorce.
Hire a detective! Find out what's really going on with your husband. A good husband does not treat his wife like dirt. Look into your own heart, too. How much can you tolerate?
I was afraid my children would blame me, but only the oldest son did. He was the one who found out about some of the affairs. Once he knew the truth, he didn't blame me, anymore.