Posted by:
Anomynous23
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Date: August 17, 2017 04:24PM
So just to forwarn anyone this is a LONG story. So let's start from the beginning. I believed in the church sort of. I never got that BIG feeling many mormons claim to have. However because of peer pressure I just "went with the flow". I was pressured into putting my mission papers in and I did. At the time I had about three grand saved up and a job. However, I had no car because my parents just let me use their car because i would be going on the sales mission in about a year from when I started working. Anyways my papers were submitted, and I even got my mission call. I started to read stuff that proved the mormon church was a fraud. And then it was the day to buy my expensive as hell mission clothes and supplies. I told my mom no but again I was some how pressured into going with it. However, it now being August (I'm supposed to be leaving at the end of september) I no longer want to go on a mission and no longer want to be a member of the LDS church. It would be all fine and such if I didn't now only have ninety dollars in savings, actually had a car, and if I hadn't already put in my two weeks at my job. However I was everyone's favorite at that job so I could so easily get it back. A lot of people are also ex mormons at my job so yeah it would be VERY easy to get my job back. However, with only ninety dollars left in my savings I would be in a pretty shitty position if I were kicked out. I think I can still return most of my mission stuff and get about $1,100 back to pay for a car. However, if I'm kicked out there's no way to get my mission clothes to return in the first place. The final problem is I have WAY strict parents. At church they act the ussual very nice, I do nothing wrong type of people. However, when at home they are very forceful and they like to make sure that if I were to leave them I would be in the worst position possible financialy (probably why they never let me buy a car). Anyways I just am so confused right now and sorry for the long post. What is the best way to tell them in which they might not kick me out or disown me. Emphasis on might though because mormon parents can be very forceful and love to brainwash.