Posted by:
_Sam_
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Date: September 17, 2017 06:31PM
It's Sunday and going to church always brings out the angst for some reason, but today I was ruminating about my childhood and how HORRIBLE I was. I was ridiculously cruel to my pets and little brother. I was constantly stealing stuff from people's houses and at school. I intentionally broke my best friend's toys. I was always lying, bullying other kids, and just doing messed up stuff in general and I never felt sorry about it. In fact, I enjoyed destroying property, stealing, and causing trouble. And this went on from ages 3-12. I finally grew out of it in my teenage years and now I wouldn't even dream of acting like that.
My behavior couldn't have been normal, right? What caused me to be like that for so long?
I feel nothing but shame. I hate myself for what I was and wish I could go back and change it.