Posted by:
AIC
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Date: May 30, 2011 06:18PM
This is one of the toughest things I have done.
As I sit here, I realise just how isolated I am.
I got so into MORGdom and now that I am done and can't seem to hide it, the friends are all gone [not that I felt they were friends].
It is odd to talk, but feel deep inside that TBMs don't care and really don't want to understand.
And for those of us here recovering we are each deeply wounded, that helping each other is not easy since we have brought our baggage to the table!
I know soon it will get easier...all joking and venting and glibness aside. This is plain not easy!
Looking in from the outside I now see this was an abusive relationship. How else do they get you, but by isolating you from the world...so that leaving becomes difficult because who wants to start from scratch?
Just keeping it real!