Posted by:
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Date: January 18, 2018 09:43AM
I grew up terrorized and abused, MWN, and I agree. The "escape" itself led to a blissfully blind denial of all that had been. I was so happy to be free, that looking back seemed maudlin, unhealthy. I was happy just to wonder that I did not seem to have any of the ill effects associated with that abuse.
Physical recovery - I never front-of-brain associated the surgeries or other treatments I required with that abuse; it lurked in dark, self-loathing thoughts, but then, that was "normal," because I had only been known to myself as an object of hatred. I had merely joined the overwhelming "forces" of the abusers, and had no idea that anything besides my own faults and weaknesses were to blame. Even as I had escaped them, I had uneittingly brought my abusers away with me, in the most sacred place of all - in my identity.
It took many more years to discover a degree of mental health, than to heal my body, not that my body was ever returned to an undamaged condition.
I also agree with SCMD, but my wording lacks his skill or training. Though the growing knowledgebase of the brain's plasticity always leaves room for hope, I think it's possible that brains can be so damaged that human lifetimes simply are not long enough for that recovery to occur. I think there may be a couple of reasons for hope for these people, though.
First, the bio mom seems to be healthy - no reported fetal deprivation or abuse, yet. The bio mom was fed. Second, these "kids" had each other, other humans with whom they could whisper, communicate, learn, exchange glances, compare injuries, seek comfort. They were isolated, but not alone. Whatever prompted the escapee to run, she had the means, knowledge and support to garner a phone, know (and believe) that she could take photos and dial 911 with it, believe that not only would help come, but that what was being done to them was wrong, and that outside "stranger," governmental help would occur. That almost certainly was taught to her by an older sibling, in full defiance of their parents.
That speaks loads to the chatter that went on behind the bio parents' backs. The escapee could not have pulled it off without the collusion of her siblings. It would have had to have been a group effort. That means that their brains, at least some of them, remained funtional to those degrees.
I think we are also safe in assuming that the group photos showing overtly physically healthy kids, means that the imprisonment and starvation grew over time, and that starvation was not always the case. It's the younger kids, the ones denied proper nutrition for normal development, as SCMD stated, most at risk. Seeing how these kids helped each other, it's not only possible, but likely, that the older sacrificed for the younger.