Posted by:
nomoremon
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Date: September 30, 2018 11:03PM
So I left home, starting this semester for university. I went to church only once just to get my records transferred so they didn't stay in my parents stake. I figured they'd start to wonder if my records never moved.
The plan was to stop attending as soon as I left home, and just pretend to my parents that I was still an active member. The only concern I had was if my parents decided to visit and go to church with me and that then they might figure out that I wasn't there every week that way. I was also worried about getting my temple recommend renewed in about a year from now. I figured I'd just do it when I was back in my parents stake for the summer.
But anyways, back to the point. The bishop called because he hadn't seen me at church the past few weeks, he asked if I needed rides, etc. All the normal stuff. Now, I guess I knew they would do things like that eventually like the morg always does, but I was hoping it wouldn't be so soon. I mean, I'm sure they have lots of other inactives, right?
The thing I was hoping was that they wouldn't treat me like a child. I was also hoping that if they did want to treat me like a child, at least they wouldn't have a way to find my parents phone number. But sure enough, that call came. And now my parents know I haven't been to church in the past few weeks. I think I'm going to go to counseling tomorrow.
I don't know what to do. I'll either have to go back to square one and fake being a mormon, or tell my parents the truth. I'm afraid of both of those. I might have to drop out for a while. I don't know if they'll help pay for school if they know. Especially if they know the other church interview questions I've lied on. I'll leave that intentionally vague. Nothing actually bad, just things mormons think are.
Why do they always have to treat me like a child? This isn't the first time. I'm too old for this.