Posted by:
Anonymous777
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Date: May 05, 2019 10:25PM
I have a health condition that already makes it pretty difficult for me to get pregnant and hold onto the fetus, but now I found out I'll probably need a hysterectomy because of some pretty severe symptoms.
Everywhere I go,family, doctors, and the ward members I chose to share to alike are expressing pity because I'm only in my 20s. I've had people express concern about what a man would think if we were dating. Someone else said it was sad that I was choosing to cut my reproductive years short. Someone in my own family said I wouldn't be following my patriarchal blessing.
This religion already puts so much emphasis on family. I don't think I'll be able to handle it anymore. It's hard enough struggling with gender dysphoria, but this is going to be even more painful. It's like if you aren't married or having kids, you're worthless.
But I've never even cared about having kids. I'd rather not feel ill 24/7 before worrying about what COULD be.