Date: August 06, 2019 11:48PM
Attempting to figure out the church to me was much like slaving over a puzzle where, unbeknownst to me, two similar, but different, puzzles had been mixed together. All my time, energy, and cuss words hadn't worked and wouldn't work.
So, out of frustration, I distanced myself, took some new paths and roads, explored new scenery to give myself a break. Time and new perspectives were the cure and the flash of revelation where I knew it was a fraud made all of those disjointed puzzle pieces make sense. They could NEVER fit together! BECAUSE I had been lied to over and over and over again.
When the fraud realization struck me, I was elated, but drenched in anger....anger that I had been betrayed, deceived and lied to, and the cult did not care one iota. The cult was a load of shit and I was treated like shit.
For all its harm, its greed and gory deeds, the cult deserves to be exposed and end up in the gutter.....and, in my opinion, this is already happening. The saying, "You can fool some of the people some of the time, but you cannot fool all of the people all of the time", fits nicely here because thousands have and are happily waving good-riddance to the cult.
The leaders who reside on the hill, in my opinion again, have revealed in their recent sermons, rescues, and firesides to members that they are very aware of the deluge, causing them to up their game of attempting to guilt, shame and scare (obey or else!). It clearly and loudly shows they themselves are running very, very scared. The bet they made to play the game "of fooling those they called fools", is not taking the course they were so certain of.
Squirming they are that they might just loose their life of riches, pomp and power, and oh, Oh, it is wonderful, wonderful indeed!