Posted by:
exminion
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Date: November 17, 2019 10:40PM
Oh, I hear you, Cold-Dodger!
"Maybe there is no way to do it right, or in a healthy way — the brethren and the church’s program see to that."
You nailed it. There's no healthy way, no polite way, no win-win for everyone in the family. The Mormon way is to have winners and losers, competition, battles! "We are as the armies of Helaman...The Lord's Missionaries." The Mormons don't believe or act upon these common, normal human principles:
Live and let live.
Freedom of religion
Freedom of speech
Freedom of thought
Creativity
"Be yourself,"
Unconditional love
Love at home (home is a place to teach Mormonism)
Mormon families are just weird and dysfunctional.
Your post is an example of the kind of thing that goes on all the time in my TBM family.
Yes, we can be understanding and forgiving. Yeah, your Mom probably was trying to be considerate and not cause a stir. (WHY in Hell's sake should TV cause a stir? Oh--it's the cult.) It is that we as former Mormons know the gossip, the defamation of character, the accusations of being evil. We know that the motive of the cult is to keep members trapped by brainwashing, fear, and ignorance. The Members are hopelssly locked into in obedience. It's like a mass-hysteria.
The OP said it all in two sentences--and this is my complaint, too:
"If it ever triggers me, it’s because they’re taking some jab at apostates or atheists and commanding the members to discount their point of view and also because I know from experience that when the church and I contradict my parents will choose it over me every time. I don’t even get a chance to make my case."
Once I understood that, in the case of my TBM parents, sibings, aunts and uncles and cousins, there was nothing I could do (I would never have a chance to make my case), and I could not help them, things got better.
I was in therapy for years, and really did improve--but I never had any kind of "victory". Did the cult win? Perhaps--but I withdrew, without surrendering. I never went back. I will always think Mormonism is a diabolical scam. I am living a happy life. I live among genuine, honest, loving people. No one is robbing me of my money every month. No one is lying to me regularly.
The Mormons have not succeeded with me, or with my children or grandchildren. Maybe that's all we can hope for....