Please permanetly block my IP address from this site. I no longer am interested in being a part of this "community". I am not going to ask or try to be re-instated. This will be a lifetime ban. I expect you to act quickly. Thank you.
This poster came here long ago as random; then switched to nolongerangry, in which guise he started the notoriously racist fist bump thread; then became stillangry, when he declared that tolerance towards LGBTQ people was immoral; then random again, from which name he decried Affirmation posters that effectively persuade gay kids not to kill themselves; then Lurker45; and now random again. He thinks we are "insane" and "crazy" because we think ethnic minorities and non-cis people don't need to apologize for who they are.
Apparently he wants to make a spectacle of his departure rather than just leave. It's unfortunate.
Lot's Wife Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > Apparently [s]he wants to make a spectacle of his > departure rather than just leave. It's > unfortunate.
Lot's Wife Wrote: ----------------------------------------- > now random again. He thinks we are "insane" and > "crazy" because we think ethnic minorities and > non-cis people don't need to apologize for who > they are.
Lot's Wife Wrote: ------------------------------------------------------- > We won't let you go, Kathleen. > > If you were to leave, one day soon you would awake > to the sound of smiling ex-Mo missionaries > knocking on your window. Do you really want that?
Hey back off of zipper. I will defend zipper till the day i die i swear to the laws of nature.
If you have any of the self control of a real adult(maybe) left maybe try to use it.
Its not impossible i was abused too. Born right in the cult(hell on earth) as well. Not impossible to learn some self control eventually. Hell if i can learn some self control anyone can.
The cool thing is you have the CHOICE to leave and live in the real world. The pressure to talk here is nothing like the pressure of a cult to STAY IN or be shunned forever as a black goat or sheep. I used to demand zipper to block me in the past because i had no self control and had the mentallity of a pissed off middle school student. Its alright my friend the real world may not be so bad to be in full time.
Patience is second to none. Was not happy with what went down for a majority of my life, both my parents were mentally ill the entire time but it was hard to know as a kid and even as i got older i could not figure out why i was the bad one. They still probably live in denial that there is anything wrong with them. I had to study narcissism for a while and sociopathic behavior to figure out why they felt nothing for all that went down. No apologies for anything. Crazy really. I still have to work through my issues though. You don't grow up around that insanity and not take damage in all areas. Taking control of my life and decisions is pretty scary though. Filing banktrupcy is a big reality hit for sure. I think i will be alright in the end. Not sure how exactly it will all work out but i do have good friends now. Non-religious and awesome friends. I'd take a banktrupcy to replace my birth family and that 'religious brainwashing factory' any day. All they cared about was that damn operation. But it made no sense to me from day one. This is why i study cults. Try to make sense of my crazy environment. Humans manipulating and controlling other humans for monetary gain. Using 'god' as a weapon to give them power to manipulate and control people. Crazy. Its like people want to give over their brains. Like putting your head in an oven over and over while you give that oven money. Why not fight for your brain back and try to find some sanity in reality. Maybe your real identity is worth fighting for. Did you really want a new name? Exactly. Did you really want to have a handshake contest with jesus? Nope. "you can become a god adam", listening at five years old. Ummm don't really want to become a god and never did. Let me become a man first please.
Sometimes a breeze wafts a big annoying insect in from the cow pasture. You can get a newspaper and squash it, but that's a lot of effort for something so trivial. . .
Usually the pest will lose interest and fly away on its own.
Maybe nolongerangry stillangry random guy sweats like a pig and has execrable body odor, and is just asking us for a lifetime supply of Ban antiperspirant.
John Q. Citizen: Hey, Officer, I want to be placed under house arrest. Officer CZ: What'd you do? JQC: Nothing, I just want to be locked in my house forever. OCZ: Then go home and lock the door. JQC: No, see, there's this store, I don't like the people there. I don't want to go there anymore. OQZ: Then don't go to that store. JQC: No, I need you to make me stop going by locking me in my house. OCZ: Okay. (Takes JQC home, makes him cocoa, reads him a story and tucks him in with teddy. Reminds him not to go to stores that bother him. As a courtesy, locks the door behind him as he keaves.) JQC: Waaah! OCZ locked me in my house and won't let me go to the store! Police brutality! Discrimination! Help!
Moral time: That, children, is why all good mods don't take bait.