Posted by:
Recovered Molly Mo
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Date: May 27, 2020 12:59PM
*Standing up and applauding*
Sadly, I saw this behavior even if the woman of the house worked or financially contributed from a side job. Housekeeping was still at hers, because no way could her "job" be nearly as beneficial as his.
My ex TBM spouse considered himself enlightened and did some minor tasks at home all the time. Washed dishes, laundry, etc. But the longer we were married his mindset shifted to one of a martyr. He told people that he helped and he got mixed reactions from awe to pity.
He came home and decided he shouldn't have to do more although we both worked full time jobs. I was "the homemaker". The attitude shift into "I do so much around here..to I do everything!" Everything was a rare load of dishes put away or his own laundry done to his strict preferences. Meanwhile, I did all the child rearing, and all the other tasks that needed to be done. If I let a sinkful of dishes soak after dinner to watch a TV show, he told me I was slacking off.
His income was HIS to manage. My income was seen as fun money. He wanted to control all the expenditures and dole out an allowance to me. I reminded him that I contributed to all the household expenses, tithed, and saved for all our fun stuff from my income. I made half of what he did. Any extra income he spent on frivolous stuff or treats for himself. I finally got into the habit of setting aside money for myself monthly and treating MYSELF to something, but it was usually practical. A pair of workshoes, a haircut, etc.
I started to stand up for myself and that was a huge shift in our marriage, He told me it was my duty to put the family first in all things. So I asked him if he would set the example for that as the leader of the house. Instead of treating himself to a nice lunch out at a pricey restaurant, maybe he could save the money so we could paint the fence or buy new shoes for the kids?
Sacrilege! I overstepped my place as a woman. As far as childcare, if I needed a day out, a Dr appt or to visit family, he would tell me he would babysit FOR me. I nipped that in the bud right away. "You can not babysit your own kids This is called parenting. Thank you" I would always be back on time or call with an ETA. If I was late, I would get the speech of how I needed to manage my time better. If he was late, there was no explanation other than he was "busy" and works so hard as the breadwinner, etc.
When the kids were much older, I would participate in 2 day getaways with friends. What a relief. He would brag to his family about how he managed our TWO kids all weekend. (Poor baby with his sacrifice of making sure they didn't set the house on fire and came home by curfew) His Mom implied I abandoned her poor, helpless son with two functional teenagers. You guessed it, his Mom did everything growing up for him.
When we were first married, I quickly picked up that household tasks for my ex were like playing house. The game got boring and he wanted to play the big boy rules to have all the benefits of a wife with minimum effort into the relationship. During our counseling sessions he told me "I hired you for a job and if I could fire you, I would!"
I told him that I quit "...because my boss was a tyrant and the benefits sucked!"
RMM