Posted by:
hapeheretic
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Date: July 06, 2011 10:10PM
Oh, believe me, so many aspects of Mormonism ARE hell, or put you through hell, at least in my experience.
I was born especially sensitive to the church and its teachings, and felt like I had to be 110% perfect to be acceptable, to the church, and to myself.
The whole time I was growing up, all I ever remember hearing about was how filthy and evil immorality was, and that we must, must, MUST be morally clean, no exceptions. So many lectures, droning on and on ad nauseum.
I was a total goody-two-shoes, but felt paranoid about ever slipping up and doing something the church deemed "bad". Stories of excommunications, confessions to the bishop, all that stuff scared the hell out of me. Even after 7 years of inactivity, the scars still remain, although I've gotten over the WoW stuff. Even 8 years ago, however, I never would've allowed myself to indulge.
Anyway, after years of severe OCD, crushing depression, and feelings of utter hopelessness, I can testify, brothers and sisters, that, yes, there IS a hell, and it's caused by Mormonism (at least for me).