is it possible that any of the severest anti-equality apostles are simply fighting their own impulses? bednar seems like a strong candidate for such a scenario.
The question has been asked about President Kimball who wrote "The Miracle of Forgiveness." He wrote that masturbation lead to homosexuality. Kimball seemed to be very worried about homosexuality, as if it were a sin, which it's not.
Speaking of young men, when Mark E Peterson bragged that he had never seen his wife nude, I couldn't help but wonder "Dude, even as a young man, weren't you even curious?"
I've always supposed that he was completely without curiosity with regard to the female form.
And I've always assumed he asked his wife to drop her voice a octave or two when they did the deed with all the lights out, and him fantasizing like a mo/fo!
Church Patriarch Joseph Fielding Smith (not the better-known President of the Church) was banished to Hawaii when it was learned that he was gay.
I have heard that George Albert Smith, President for a few years after Heber J. Grant died in 1945, was a widower who never remarried and was very kind toward gays.