Date: June 01, 2021 02:06AM
It's been a few years since I left the mormon church even though I never bothered turning in the resignation letter, I don't really consider myself a member anymore. I haven't thought much about it in years except to hide my rather extensive liquor selection when my mother comes over for a visit.
Honestly I've thought a lot lately about it as my fiancee kept bringing up religious topics, I thought back on mormonism and my experiences in it, the bittersweet tint of some memories and the soul crushing ones too. I've honestly felt kind of sullen about it lately, depressed, and drained which quite frankly I thought I was over it, I hadn't even thought about the mormon church in years but that same sense of purpose-loss and sadness is sinking in again. Has this happened to you before? I guess I just needed somewhere to express where it is understood.