Posted by:
SEcular Priest
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Date: December 31, 2022 12:31PM
I travel a lot and when I travel I visit different places for Sacrament meeting and maybe Priesthood class. I have found that only 2 places where I have visited have the members really reached out and embraced me and welcomed me. Most of the time they just walk by, give me a glance and walk by. That includes the local Bishoprics. And I wear a suit and tie. For a Church that teaches people to be Christ like they seem to be failing.
The populations of the wards I attend seem to be getting older. These members when they talk in classes are presenting view points from earlier church days and they are not up to date on the latest changes and teachings the church is sort of hiding today. If I do comment, they look at me as if I am from Mars and what you are saying can't be.
Talks all seem to be from conference talks. Very few people give talks from the heart and the soul. I seldom hear the following like I used to up until about 15 years ago. "I know the Church is true." "I know JS was a prophet, etc." "I know the BoM is true." What I hear is "President N is a true prophet." "Going to the temple helps me in my life to get answers." Very few members incorporate scriptures in their talks, its all quotes from GA's.
As I observe members and their interactions its numbing. As I have said before the membership seems to have lost their way, lost their soul. People just go through motions. 10 minutes when Church is over the place is cleared.
When I attend my home ward its like ice. And the Bishop seems distance. A year ago I wanted to get sealed to my deceased wife. (please no lecture on that) So I went and saw the Bishop and had to fill out some sort of application. It took me four months as they wanted to know every sin I had committed with my previous wives. (I was sealed to first wife but divorced for over 45 years, so that is why I needed this clearance). Then he interviewed me and so did Stake President. Form sent to SLC and letter comes back from top three saying I can be sealed to my deceased wife. It says I have to get a special recommend signed by Bishop and Stake President. Anyways I stopped at this point because when I told Bishop I got letter back and needed to see him he said, "yes we need to talk. There is something on your Church record we need to talk about." (I was disfellowshipped for 16 years and have only been back in for past 9 years.) What has been interesting is the Bishop who is a medical doctor has been ice cold to me since then. I think its more than that. I think the Church did some research on me when the application was sent in and they discovered that the church has a file on me. They reported that to the Bishop. I knew they had a file on me. Thanks to the "secret lets keep the Church safe committee!!" I think they have found out I post on this board. Hence lets have a chat moment.
In summary my spirituality, etc. is enhanced every day by mediation, mindfulness and my interactions with real people. This is my report.