Date: September 27, 2023 05:31AM
So I am being way too sensitive about a “tbm” guy not wanting anything to do with me romantically, the reason why I say “tbm” is because he is such a jack behind closed doors and anywhere else. He even follows some exmo’s on social media from me stalking his page. anyways, I am trying to move on and not think about it, but he has given me so many mixed signals and still wants to be friends, so I am just confused and my mind keeps running and running, I guess you could say that he’s mean in a way and comes off as sort of abusive when he talks, so I did something really stupid, I hit on him, and now he’s saying that it’s the final warning because I did something before to fire his grill, when I was having a lot of mental problems and I didn’t mean it, but anyways, I feel like he’s not a good friend overall, even though he takes me out to dinner and stuff a lot, and he calls me his “best friend”, but it really doesn’t feel like it in a lot of ways, and he has a weird way of showing it, I just can’t stop thinking about him so much, it’s superly not fair that he says that he wants to be friends with me, but he doesn’t really contact me, I have to contact him first to get anything out of him, (unless he’s picking me up for church on Sundays), but that’s pretty much literally it, I know this is kind of a long rant, but anyways, he has given me so many mixed signals in the past and recently a lot too, it drives me crazy, they drive me crazy, I just don’t know what to do anymore really, I feel like I need to just stop hanging out with him, but then I would go crazy because I have no one else to hang out with, just wish I knew how to go about him and his mixed signals, because it drives me up the walls, should I ask him about the exmo’s he follows on social media maybe? Should I wear his favorite scent in his car or somethng? I know there is so many fish in the sea, I just really wish that he would like me back, but at the same time he smells bad and his breath smells bad and he’s rude, and he makes me wait a lot and ditches me for girls, so I just don’t know why I have all these feelings ): -any peace’s of advice would be helpful, thanks- (also forgive me, but it felt really good to vent all of this out)
Edited 1 time(s). Last edit at 09/27/2023 05:32AM by beachlover.