Posted by:
lousyleper
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Date: December 17, 2023 11:52PM
So I figured this place would be good for safety, in I've been out for twenty years. I've avoided this phase of my healing from Moism, and I share something very personal to me, anthem I say God,and everyone freaks out.
I don't get it. I have been lurking for years, and yet, all this anger and stuff like that has not changed. I get it, the church wronged you, all of you.
I lost a wife, and my 3 kids through the process of getting out, This whole process has been hard, and it's going to get worse tomorrow when I have to relive the whole thing over again? The phone calls, the funerals I was not allowed to attend, the shameless pursuit of money for my second son's headstone!?!?!?
Everyone is so friggin angry when anyone has an experience like I had? Why are they angry? I came here looking for support in prep for tomorrow's appointment, and I get anger thrown at me.
Tomorrow is going to be hard enough, but coming back here after lurking for years, and finding that your support network that you were hoping to have, isn't there... All there is, is anger.
I gave my soul to that place, and it took me 15 years, having bouts of anger too. My children taught that love, no matter how much you love, should be cherished.
I get out of that place, and start living a completely different life, *my* life.
I am sick of hearing about black and white. What about the different colors outside the narrow spectrum?