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Gay Philosopher
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Date: July 24, 2011 10:47PM
What do you get by leaving the Church, once you've realized that it's false?
I'm really curious about this. Do people leave just because they realize that the Church is founded on a mountain of lies and has an embarrassing history? Do they leave because they'd rather do what they want to do with their time rather than sacrificing it to the Church? What is it?
The reason that I ask is because I've observed something that I think is important. We all need a community to fit into if we're going to stand any chance at happiness. It's within a community that our lives play out, just like a story.
Life is an awfully lonely play if you're the only actor and there's no audience.
If you define your identity as a Mormon, then you're a Mormon. If you define your identity as an ex-Mormon, then there's an ex-Mormon community--most easily accessible online--for support, entertainment, socialization, etc. If you decide to become a secular humanist and attend various secular meetings, then you define yourself within that community. I imagine that we're part of many different communities simultaneously, but that one is the primary group that confers on you what the sociologists call a "master status." (See:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Master_status.) The other groups may overlap, but they're secondary. It's within that primary group that we play out the main stories of our lives.
While I seriously disagree with Steve Benson on life after death, I think that it's helpful to live life *as if* this were the only one that we'll ever have, *as if* this is it, and this is *really* it. After all, it *could* be. I'd be guilty of fundamentalism to suggest otherwise. Therefore, to err on the side of caution, we ought to live as if everything that we do, and that other people do, matters supremely here and now.
Consider that you're a boy born into Mormonism, and at the age of 19, you realize that it's false and was founded by a confidence man, pedophile, polygynist, fraud, asshole, narcissist, and murderer. (Joey blew at least two men away at Carthage Jail.) At the same time, you have a loving family. You're the light of your parents' lives. They beam with pride and awe at the prospect of your going on a mission. Your brothers and sisters love you. All of you are very close, you've got a ton of friends, and you fit into the Mormon system so well that the Church would love for a PBS documentary on Mormonism to profile you as the perfect Mormon family. You're straight, and you've got a hot, highly intelligent vivacious, and fun girlfriend whom you adore, and who adores you. Everything is set up for you to live a fantastic life.
Would you leave?
Further, let's pretend that you're studying sociology, and that you already know a lot. You understand the upsides and the downsides of leaving. If you leave, you lose everything and have to start all over on your own. You know that the chances of finding what you've already got a *second* time are low. So, would you decide, like Thomas Stuart Ferguson, to "spoof a little back" (see
http://www.lds-mormon.com/ferg.shtml) and stay in, or leave?
What do people *get* from leaving?
I'm not talking about gay men. I'm not talking about the disaffected, disenfranchised, and alienated. Are there true-blue Mormons who leave *solely* because they come to realize that the Church is false? If so, I'm at a loss as to understand why, because the grass doesn't seem any greener anywhere else.
So again, what do people *get* from leaving?
I really want to know!
Thanks,
Steve