Posted by:
jpt
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Date: October 20, 2011 06:34PM
Early on, it became obvious that for the next couple years my job was to annoy a lot of people to find those *special* ones. After finding few, if any of those, it became clearer my job defaulted to just annoying people. As far as comps, they were probably more annoyed with me because I wasn't as passionately engaged in the work as they were. (That is, when I had "real comps" instead of ones that needed babysitting.)
Being BIC, I was aware of the duality of the term "Elder," and being accustomed to it, it didn't bother me.... though I certainly noticed it when the strangers we were annoying made fun of it. However.... on a similar note, I didn't like the fact I was part of the big machine, and if someone simply called me "Elder" instead of "Elder JPT," I would ignore them. I'd lost my first name; I insisted on at least the last name.
Stats. Yup... we derisively called them "numbers," meaning the stuff you needed to do to keep the zone leaders and/or mission office happy, without really getting any quality work out of it. After being chastised one month for having low numbers, my comp and I went to a poor side of town, placed a bunch of BofM's, "taught" a bunch of discussions to people to didn't care, or weren't literate, or were just happy to talk. And, lol... we were honored that month on the mission newsletter as the companionship of the month. We were certainly less productive as far as finding people to baptize, but I guess they didn't care about that as much as the numbers. And yes... We had to account for all of our hours, and itemized accordingly.
Wasting my time? Hmm... I don't know if I really got there. It was more of "how much more time before this crappy job is over? Of course, the mindf*** was that all failures were due to our own faults and inadequacies. (Of course, going to well-to-do areas in the day meant both spouses were at work, so knocking on empty houses was a waste... but I didn't mind.)