Posted by:
charles, buddhist punk
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Date: September 24, 2010 11:52AM
I will never tire of re-telling my story of how I gave, and gave, and gave to the church, putting my ambitions and dreams aside to give "all that I had" to helping the poor, the needy, the sick, and to the building of this goddamned cult kingdom. And then when I became the needy, after faithful tithing since age 12, they wouldn't give me a cent.
Oh, the bishop was a right decent guy, said I had to clean the meetinghouse twice a week for 2 weeks to "pay back" money he "loaned" for basic utilities (I agreed), and then changed his mind and said I didn't need to clean at all.
But then I had a better plan. I went to them (b'prick and Stake dudes) and said, look if you'll loan me "X" amount so that I can go out and find a job, I'll pay it all back when the blessings come pouring in that there be no place to receive it, plus interest. Jesus and Mormon God need their interest, you see. Even if it were my donation in the first place. And the blithering idiots said NO, "it wasn't how it was done" and none of them could personally help because they had a bajillion children to feed, clothe, and educate. None of them referred me to anyone who they knew could help.
A humungous, big THANKS FOR NUTHIN', you pricks!
Oh, yeah this was the straw that broke the camel's back. In spite of question that had been put on the shelf, I kept coming back for more humiliation and fear, week after week, reading scripture so that I don't lose my faith. And the cult turned it's back on me.