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depressed
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Date: January 28, 2012 10:51AM
I'm really depressed right now. All I want is a normal, non-paranoid family that believes they are constantly in a battle against evil. I'm just so tired of it. I love my family, but I just can't take it. Why am I the one who has to keep everyone from falling apart?
Every time I communicate with my mom, it always ends up the same. Some variant of, "I must make a stand." "Satan is trying to destroy me." "We must fight the evil in our lives." Or "I don't need the proof, I know it's true. I just have a feeling." Everything on facebook is couched in Mormon speak. Everything is related to the last days, or humility, or some Mormon virtue. I can't take it.
All I want is to have a relationship where I don't need to worry about this.