Posted by:
Regan
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Date: March 27, 2012 02:47AM
I remember hearing as a teenager that the church practiced polygamy back in the day and being really upset and surprised by that. It was going to the temple for the first time however that made me really question. I did not feel a spirit of peace as I had assumed I would. I felt that it was incredibly cultish. I remember looking at my parents dressed in their funny outfits and thinking "is this for real?" I thought "this isn't the same church that I grew up in." Everything slowly unraveled from then on. I was also struck by the BYU drones. Fake smiles and hi's in the hallways. They were different than the California Mormons that I had grown up with and being right there in the heart of mormonland was bizarre. I felt as though I was in a factory.
Edited 2 time(s). Last edit at 03/27/2012 02:49AM by Regan.