Posted by:
tawanda2011
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Date: April 07, 2012 04:49PM
Wish I could pretend I believe so I could enjoy the holidays like I used to, but just can't bring myself to join in the fun. I don't want to become a mormon or even a christian, but I do miss the fun we used to have. Sometimes I feel like a bitter old bitch because I can't stand being around the backstabbing, pious hypocrites who claim to be christians. By far they are more dishonesty, hateful and hurtful, and uncaring than anyone I know who doesn't claim they have a religion. It's difficult to rebuild that social support system when everything and everyone was connected to tscc. I actually believe there might be a god(s) but I don't believe in atonement, crucifixion, floods, prophets, special powers by priests or priesthood ... Can someone else share how you deal with all this, especially around a holiday?