Posted by:
anony
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Date: December 07, 2010 08:25PM
I woke up this morning and all I could think about was my mission and how much I hated it. I felt extremely resentful towards my parents for urging me to serve. I trusted their judgment. I trusted my church leaders.
Maybe I'm depressed, I don't know. I feel like I have no motivation anymore. I have 4 finals in the next 2 weeks and I just can't seem to open a book. I left campus today after being there for only one hour and accomplishing nothing. Then saw the local missionaries on their bikes while driving home. It kind of set me off.
Anyone have advice on how to put all this church BS behind and find motivation?