Posted by:
Alice
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Date: November 25, 2012 06:13AM
The Mormon religion always made everything worse. In my hardest times, I turned to doctors and nurses, the fire department, my father, or spent time alone, hugging my dog, and praying in silence.
My cousin divorced a husband who had been beating her for 30 years. She is beautiful, and has money of her own, is an artist, and trains horses. Now, in the aftermath, she has turned to the temple, and volunteers there almost every day (as much as they will allow her). She says that is her world, now. All her other hobbies and joys are on hold. I'm hoping this is a temporary condition.
My brother was a bully, and mean to my parents, and said very nasty things about Jesus and God and churches, etc. He rebelled, got into fist fights, threw tantrums to get his way, and ruled the family, because we were afraid of him. If we crossed him, he would threaten to kill himself. Above all, he hated the Mormon church.
As soon as my parents died, he had a nervous breakdown (my other brother said he was getting out of packing and moving, which we had to do for him). After he got out of the mental hospital, he started going to church, and never missed bearing his testimony on fast Sunday. The bishop finally had to tell him to limit his time, to give other people a chance. He quit smoking, when he got cancer. He started yelling at my sons, because they didn't go on missions. He would quote the BOM and D&C at us, and he took great pride in being an expert in BY's Discourses. He bragged about being a God with many perfected women as wives in the Hereafter. He said that all the unattached females in our family (including me and my daughters) would be his wives in the Celestial Kingdom. His hatred turned to women and to people of other races and other religions. I think he was trying to emulate his relativew, who were important church leaders, and these were the traits that would gain him power. He had the biggest, most pompous, fake, Mormon funeral you could imagine. His family invited several dignitaries and GA's to speak, but no one could make it.