Posted by:
aononough
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Date: June 19, 2012 07:37AM
I've prayed to who I thought all my life was someone or something that was out there listening and hopefully caring. But you know what? There was always a moment when I would stop for a second and try to emotionally "feel" for anything coming back at me in any form of communication. Never, ever did anything "come back" in any other form but my own thoughts. Other people may think that they are getting some kind of guidance or spiritual nudges now and again. And that is their right and I respect that. But for me it has always felt, now and in retrospect, like a one sided conversation with myself. I will always feel thankfulness and appeciation for my life and what's in it. But last night I just couldn't do it anymore. Saying goodbye to my spiritual and emotional safety blanket is somewhat liberating but served with a twist of extreme sadness and an uneasy feeling of vulnerability. Thanks for reading.