Posted by:
forestpal
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Date: December 16, 2010 04:05AM
Your irony was great, and your analogy with "It's a Wonderful Life" was humorous, but your post made me cry!
I have lost all my Mormon ward friends, too.
Being shunned can be crazy-making, and RFM has helped me get through this difficult experience. Always remember, it is THEM, not you. The Mormons are the crazy fanatic cult-members, and you are someone who simply discovered the truth.
I feel sorry for myself when former "friends" pass by me in the supermarket, and blankly look right through me, as though I wasn't there. I have lived in their neighborhood for 15 years. Our children used to play together.
No one has ever asked me WHY I left, either. One neighbor, my VT, did ask me a question, but she put it this way: "what did we do to offend you so much that you would leave The Church?"
I'm so sorry you are the brunt of gossip. You probably have it worse, because it seems you were a more important member of your ward. But--in your case, it is SLANDER! You could sue someone for accusing you of rape or child molestation! This rumor might hurt your career! You seem like a nice, sensitive person, and you might hesitate to take action--but maybe you need to do this to protect your good name. I don't know if you have children, but they need to know you are a good man! Mormonism is evil, and the cult tries to turn the children against their apostate parents. Don't let this happen. Also, there are too many people who's spouse has left them, when they left the cult.
I can honestly say that the worst shunning, gossipping and frowning is nothing, compared to the abuse my children and I suffered while we were faithful members! Leaving has been a piece of cake! We moved here to Utah as California outsiders. We were smiling and up-beat and had a sense of humor that they didn't understand. I was a divorced single working mother. We were a "broken home," and not a "forever family." My sons were actually bullied and kicked by the adult priesthood leaders, who broke into our house to drag them to priesthood meeting, when they slept in. The bishop's hideous high school senior son put his hands all over my little girl, when she was in her sleeping bag at a church campout. There were plenty of witnesses who heard her scream and saw what was happening, but they were all warned to not tell. My sons were threatened not to tell me about being butt-kicked to church. Sorry to ramble, but thank goodness this nightmare is over. The Mormon church was the only bad thing in our life. When my kids told me about the abuse, our whole family left together.
Even though I was a happy divorcee (shudder), I played the piano and organ, led choral groups, arranged music, accompanied people, played for road shows and musicals, bla-bla. When I got sick and needed to take a leave of absence from my real job, and from being the ward orgainst, my job cooperated, but the ward got mad at me, and threatened that God would withdraw his blessings if I didn't fulfill my calling.
Anyway, it hurts to know these people just used you for your money and talents. But, if you want to be brutally honest, are these the kind of people you want to share your life with? The honesty came to me a couple of years after we left: I don't like most of these people.
The average man has 3 close friends. The average woman has 4-5 close friends. Welcome to the world of the normal! Be patient. Look around you, and you will find the non-Mormon world is friendly, and loving.
Sometimes I back-slide when I see my former friends meeting at my neighbors' for lunch or Bible study or book club, or when I come home and find the Mormons at work scooping snow from each other's yards, and every sidewalk is clear from one end of the street to the other--except for mine--even the vacant house! But, oddly enough, several friends have left the cult also, including some of my relatives. I have re-connected with some old non-Mormon friends. Since I'm not a stay-at-home-mom, I have friends at work. In fact, I've gotten more Christmas cards than ever this year!