Posted by:
ambivalent exmo
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Date: September 07, 2012 09:15PM
I have finally come to terms that this is his deal.
It's not about me.
No matter how I rage and rail, I cannot... Do not have control over his.. stuff.
So.
This is not about me.
If I make ultimatums,
it makes me EXACTLY just like the church/my family/whatever...
So I'm just going to .. chill.
I love him. I adore him.
I just do not understand his need to "explain".
But its not about me.
I'm just... I don't know what I am.
(Besides silently freaking out)....
I could use a few words of encouragement, rfmers.
Thanks....
**** note to self- never try to spell *ambivalent* whilst drunk :( not good ....
Edited 3 time(s). Last edit at 09/07/2012 10:11PM by ambivalent exmo.