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Date: September 09, 2012 01:34AM
On my wedding night I felt free and open and relaxed. After the strangeness of the temple ceremony a night of sex was welcome and beautiful. The morning came and I loved the feeling of being out of my garments since we'd had sex all night long. I walked around naked after getting out of bed and my husband told me to put clothes on. He said he liked being surprised by the idea of sex and that I was too open with my nudity.
I felt confused about my body since I had been so open with it for the first time just hours before. He taught me that nudity equaled sex and sex was a game to be played and I wasn't playing by the rules by being open with my naked body. I just felt comfortable and he didn't like my naked comfort. I learned from then on that I was only wanted on his schedule but not my own and I couldn't walk around the house naked because, again, nudity equaled sex and if I was nude, that meant sex. I needed to cover up and I did.
I went to the gym last week with a new friend. After working out for an hour we enjoyed the sauna and then had a shower. We talked about nudity and what it means in the U.S. This thought that nakedness is the same as sex is just wierd to me. Don't people in Europe or other countries think a naked body can be a naked body without it being about sex? We thought that if we, as women, saw each other naked more often, we wouldn't be so hung up about our looks. Naked bodies in all their shapes and sizes would be normal and not sexualized as much.