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Date: September 19, 2012 06:10PM
OK so don't flame me, but i hate the idea, he was inactive for about 7 years before i bet him and liked to do that every weekend, when i met him he was active and tbm, although sometimes a bit jack. He got wasted for his stag do which i said was ok so long as it was the last time ever, he promised, although a few years later he was out with some friend in another part of the country and did it again, was quite pissed off he did it behind my back and i found out through friend since we were suppose to be TBM at the time.
Anyway last night he tells me a good old friend he caught up with yesterday an exmo invited him to his 30th drink up at his house on sat night and wants to go, i didn't like the idea of drinking full stop unless maybe a glass of wine once in a blue moon. So i'm freaking out this is what he is going to want to do now, get drunk n all that like he's freaking 19 frat boy. we have 2 young boys and i don't want any of that near them. ever. (had a close rellie die of alcoholism related illness at a young age). So for me even if i become a fully out exmo i don't see myself ever drinking.
To make things weirder on the way to work this morning we were talking about famous people we had met, and he was like yeah i shook the hands of a few apostles - and that's the closet to Christ i'm likely to come (which through me off - one min he is using the info we have to drink on the other he still things they are gods reps? - very confusing!)
So some of you will no doubt flame me for being funny about this and i'm still programmed to think like a mo, but i am only just on this process of discovery with all this stuff and the drinking think (drinking to get wasted) is freaking me out and i don't like it at all. and the other thing that is confusing me is where his head is at with his apostles comment :o| Ugh this red pill thing is talking me to some weird places.
Sorry seems like a silly ramble (for a real normal world person) but i just don't know how to handle this situation.